I enjoy the sensation of running my fingers through my just
washed and dried hair. So soft and
smooth and clean.
I’ve been pushing through molasses. My big accomplishments today were taking out
garbage, buying food, washing my hair, buying dental floss, walking up the
stairs instead of taking the elevator, and returning one phone call. If you saw/knew my situation, you’d agree
that much more needs to happen.
There are folks who don’t think they are doing much, but they
ARE, in my opinion.
My friend Leighann Lord, who normally does stuff like
this:
is now doing things like this:
People are zooming shows and open mics, and I’m just trying to
de-clutter, clean, eat, not lose another tooth, return phone calls and emails
(I’ve been awful about that), write a poem once a week, come up with comedy
material every now and then, live in spite of too much heartache and way too little
money.
I was asked if I wanted to participate in a socially distant
dating show. I said, “Nah. I don’t want
to date. It’s more dangerous than COVID-19.”
One day, I fell in and out of sleep all day and had intense
dreams -- the kind I was relieved to wake up from and realize they were dreams.
Last night, I had pasta at 3:50AM. That’s how I’m doing.
Love to CGG-M always. 💕
fun links. Jane
ReplyDeleteOh Mindy, I am touched. Truly. I'm really just doing the best I can in between crying too much, eating too much, drinking to much, thinking too much... because it's all just too much. {BIG HUG}
ReplyDeleteJane, I'm glad you enjoyed. Leighann, it IS all too much. Supporting folks I admire helps. Many wonderful people have helped me to keep on, and I try to give what I can and keep goodness going. It feels right.
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