I'm taking a break from the "Amy Loves" series to discuss my life mantra. A while ago, I decided that I didn't care what other people thought of me and chose to live my life the way that I wanted to. I no longer have a filter...and yes, that gets me in trouble. I swear if I want...wherever I want. I sing at the top of my lungs whenever there is music on (assuming that I know the words to the song). I dance like I'm having convulsions and don't care who is around. I talk to strangers like I've known them my entire life...sometimes I run my fingers through their hair. Pretty much, like I said, I don't give a fuck. Who knows how long my life is going to last and I don't want to be confined by rules.
I'm addressing this because I was at a wedding this past weekend and was told by an older couple that my language them. I think that I said something like, "we brought that shit all the way from Jersey, you better use it!!" (referring to a mic attached to an amp to be used for wedding toasts). At a different wedding (years ago), I got drunk and dropped a toddler on her head when I was dancing with her. At my own wedding, I told everyone there to fuck off. Weddings are, I guess, my "good" behavior kryptonite.
I don't care who I offend. I never mean any harm....so, in my eyes, if someone has a problem with me, it is their problem. I've worked on my shit. Accept me the way I am, or don't accept me at all. I don't give a fuck.
now it is time for you to stand in the fucking corner and think about how good the soap will taste in your mouth, young lady!
ReplyDeletei lack filter sometimes too but in a different way. i too get into trouble but i do care who i offend; it just may not outweigh the importance of saying what i have to say.
Fuck yeah, Bitch!
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